Please pray for Jameson

 Please pray for Jameson. Please.

Something is either destroying his red blood cells or something is wrong with his bone marrow. His doctor contacted me late tonight and immediately referred him to a hematologist.

And always listen to your gut. I pushed to do tests because JJ is so little and not growing like he should. I’m talking under 1% little. His weight is ok, but he isn’t growing. I honestly think the tests were just done to appease me. His doctor is nice and didn’t fight me on it, but I was told he’s just little for his age. But there was something off about his leg pain and not being able to walk after short walks outside. I thought we’d be going to an endocrinologist “if the tests showed anything”. A hormone issue or something. I wish that was the case.

It’s been a week of different tests. The doctor kept adding new blood tests to look at everything and this is where we’re at. I thought it was an iron thing. He doesn’t have an iron deficiency. Doesn’t have a b12 or folate deficiency. It’s more than that and none of it good.

I don’t know what to expect. I’m hoping it could still be nothing. I just don’t know. I’m assuming it’ll be a bone marrow biopsy. Again, idk. I feel like we’ve done every blood test possible but again… I have no idea.

I wasn’t expecting this in the least. I feel broken. Most have been here through Jaxon and Liam’s medical issues. I just don’t get how this is happening again. Jameson is my little dude, my baby of 7 kids, my shadow. I can’t handle him going through anything.

I’m just so angry.

And I’m not looking for sympathy, at all. I just want him to be okay.